Alright, friends are awesome and everyone needs them, but don't get me wrong....sometimes they can get you a little annoyed.

I don't know what you would call it.  I wouldn't exactly call it jealously, Idk how to describe it and I don't really even feel like trying to describe it cause I don't want ppl getting all pissed off at me.  Idk, so I'll just forget it.  Who cares anywayz?

Have you ever just felt like your life is a waste?  Like have you ever wondered what you have contributed to society?  Yea, I have contributed nothing, nada, zip.  Seriously, all I do is eat, sleep, complain, go on the computer, watch tv, make ppl's lives miserable, and that's about it.  I haven't done anything that anyone will ever rememeber me for so I mean what's the point?  If I ever have kids someday, they're gunna ask me something like "mom, what did you do when you were my age?" and the only thing I can tell them is watch tv and go on the computer because my life was pathetic.  Yea, it sucks, but what can you do?  NOTHING.  There's nothing you can do.  You can't really speak your mind, like the whole freedom of speech thing, I mean seriously, if you say the wrong thing in the wrong place, then you'll end up in jail or something.  There's nothing to life.  Well, at least there's nothing to my life.  I have nothing going for me.  10 years from now, I'll probably still be here, in the same exact spot, complaining about the same exact crap.  I always thought that life was supposed to actually mean something and make you feel something.  Yea, well, I feel crap, but it's not worth living for.  Oh, and what's the whole point of feeling a certain way about some ppl, when they don't even feel the same way about you?  It's pointless.  Idk, like have you ever felt like everyone around you was in a different place than you?  They all have a life worth living, but you don't?  Like you have friends and family and stuff like that, but who's to say that they actually care about you and stuff.  Yea, they can tell you that they love you and you changed their life, but how do you know that they mean it?  Idk, I guess I kinda feel like air I guess.  Idk, like air is always there, but nobody really appreciates it and stuff like that.  Honestly, I really don't know how to explain how I feel.  Nobody will ever understand completely anywayz.

Yea, w/e

sooooo.....

Graduation the other day was sooooo cold and windy, omg.  Then, the whole stand rack fell on the bari saxes so that was kinda interesting.  Anywayz, I had fun, so it's all good.  After that, I went to pick up Jennie then we went for ice cream.  Then, Jennie needed a pen so we went back to her house for a little bit and then we went to andy's.  Andy's party was a lot of fun.  Congrats Andy!!!

Hmmm, so yesterday I got yelled at for having these 2 dent thingies in the door of the car.  I guess they happened sometime on Saturday, idk, so now I have to pay like a trillion dollars to get it fixed....lucky me.  I don't even know how it happened, but w/e.

So yea...ride night at the mount pocono carnival is monday, july 24th....you better go, or else, lol.

Toodles!
~Dana~

So today was the last day of school.  It really doesn't feel like it, but w/e.  Hopefully next year will be bettter than this year.  I'm scared though...there's only one more year.

Ok, so I've come to the conclusion that no matter how hard you try, it's just never gunna work.  Like no matter how hard to try to explain to someone how you feel, they'll never fully understand.  I mean don't get me wrong, I'm happy for my friends, but it just feels different.  Idk, I tried to explain it to Julie, but I'm not sure if she fully comprehended where I was coming from.  Idk, don't mind I have issues.

So yea, you can get a special feeling inside when you see somebody, but how long does the feeling last?  Does it last forever or just for a moment?  If you don't see them for like 3 months then it goes away, right?  I hope so.

So maybe xanga is pointless, so is myspace.  Nobody reads them.  Everyone is too busy nowadays anywayz. 

w/e

Toodles!
~Dana~

Alright, so for the past couple of days I felt like idk, like not happy, but not sad, not mad, but not not mad, idk how to explain it.  I felt kinda apathetic or something, idk, it was crazy.  I feel better now, but idk, it just feels like something's mmissing or something.  Yea, I have no idea what I'm talking about and I have no idea how to explain it so yea. 

Anywayz, I went to the musical, Anything Goes, last night with Jennie, Moe, and Moe's brother.  It was really good, it was kinda confusing at first, but then I think I got the hang of it.  Good job guys!!!

So I think I'm gunna fail english cause I suck at presenting and my paper is bad anywayz.  So I'm gunna fail the paper part and the presentation part of my graduation project, so yea, I'm afraid to find out what my grade will be.

I went to an open house thingie at Penn State Berks this morning, it was gorgeous!  That's my number one school as of now.  I loved it!!!  The buildings were nice, the rooms were nice, the people were nice, what else is there to say?  It was amazing!!!

So yea, idk what to write about, so I think I'll just end it here.  I think I talk too much as it is anywayz.

Toodles!
~Dana~